The wonderful(not!) journal of Heather

ackness!

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 16:31:50 GMT

I am sick now, no school, is the plus side, having to sneak on the computer and sneak to watch TV is a very negative side.

Well I got over Mike, the dude I was crushing on that my friend accidentally stole without meaning.

My mom said I could get a lip ring! :O. Good thing? Ya! Needles? Icky.... But I can do it! I will give updated picture once I get it, possible tonight :D

^_^

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 23:58:05 GMT

<3 Heather

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Wed, 21 Dec 2005 03:55:28 GMT

I feel like crap.

There was this guy that I really liked named mike. he was really cool, and I cared about him like no guy I ever have before. Then I introduced my friend to him... and he was all over her...

I know she doesn't like him at all, but I know he really likes her. I feel like crying, but the tears won't spill...

No one that I talk to understands, they always say "Well Heather he wasn't the guy for you" and things like that, but no I really felt like he was...

Spinning Out Of Control

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 15:03:44 GMT

This is my current favorite song:

I've done everything as you would say
I followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded

I'm spinning outta control
Outta Control
I'm spinning outta control
Outta Control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I dont understand what you want from me.
'Cause I dont know if I can fuckin trust you
I dont understand what you want from me

I feel like Im spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
To let me know Im not alone
But in fact thats exactly what I was

Im spinning outta control
Outta Control
Im spinning outta control
Outta Control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I dont understand what you want from me.
'Cause I dont know if I can fuckin trust you
Or all of the things you said to me
And I may never know the answer to this endless mystery.

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I dont understand what you want from me.

Its still a mystery

Its still a mystery

Im spinning outta control (4x)
Outta control

Im spinning outta control
Outta Control
(4X)

Where should I go?
What should I do?

I dont understand what you want from me
'Cause I dont know if I can fuckin trust you
Or all of those things you said to me

And I may never know
The answer to this endless mystery

Where should I go
What should I do
I dont understand what you want from me

Im spinning outta control
Outta control

Im spinning outt control
Outta control

Well School is very interesting. Or at least yesterday was. I kept tripping over a bunch of in the way, but not easy to trip on type of things. Then in PE I broke my middle finger, Ironic much? haha now in class I have to flip people off just to write a word!xD hehe that's going to be fun :P

uggg

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:36:32 GMT

nothing happens in my life that is fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like the only thing is like me going to the movies or something like that. No guy :(. those are the two words that haunt my every step.
You see, I like this guy named Tim. I hope he likes me back, but I highly doubt it.
But the other day he asked me out and was joking so I joked back saying no, and I hinted to him that if he really were to ask that I would really say yes, but now I feel as if he didn't get the hint and thought that me joking around was actually for real :'(.

Well since I have like no friends on LJ... I guess I can't talk to anyone besides myself huh? oh this is comforting.

new

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 18:10:33 GMT

I gots new shoes!!!

Aren't dey cool!?

They are better in person tho lol.

buh bye!
-Heather

welllll

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 17:57:51 GMT

So today I have to go to court with my mom. I am under oath so I can't exactly say why I have to go, but I am can say that it wasn't me who did anything...

Or at least I hope not, because the only thing I've done wrong this year is skip school o.o

well this is my first entry and all...so yeah...

bye.. I guess

Heather